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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

I just read it from the newspaper...It was from Oprah and i only chose some of it.

OPRAH WROTE THIS ABOUT MEN

* if a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
if he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

* allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

* stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

* if a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends."

* don't stay because youthink "it will get better."

* the ony person you can control in a relationship is YOU.

* always have your own set of friends, separate from his.

* if something bothers you, SPEAK UP.

* never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

* you cannot change a man's behavior.

* don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are.

* never let a man define who you are.

* if he cheated on you, he'll cheat on you.

* a man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him t treat you.

* deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

* you should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consist of two WHOLE individuals..look for someone complementary...not supplementary.

* make him miss you sometimes..when a man always knows where you are and you're always readily available to him, he takes you for granted.

* keep him in your radar but get to know others.

come on...girl power!!! hahahahaha I just learned a lesson...

9:33 AM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

A real man

A real man is not necessary knows how to play basketball.

A real man do cry infront of a girl.

A real man do wear pink without hesitations.

A real man fights without reasons.

A real man doesn't have a lot of girlfriends!!!

A real man has respect to the girls.

And a real man should be a gentleman.

12:06 AM

Friday, December 01, 2006

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)

-Going crazy by Natalie-

11:14 PM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Tell me why some people are unreasonably maliscious. They can't shut their ~~fucking~~ mouth if they had nothing good to say. Do they enjoy it? Telling rumors which is sooo not true.

Someone's spreading rumors about me. I think it was not only a rumor but nasty thing about me, w/c is so not true. At times i only laugh at those things cause they look pathetic making stories about me. But now, of all the rumors this one's the biggest bomb. I can't laugh at it.

This one was hurtful, potentially damaging. These people who did that, they don't really know me. They should not be doing it. It's better if they asked me first about it and i'll tell them the whole story about it.

I don't care what people say among themselves. They can talk all the ~~shit~~ they want. But to tell people some stupid nonsense thing about me is another thing.

Actually, I don't easily get mad when it comes to those things. But this one is too much. I won't let it just to end there. you messed up with me i'll messed up with you!!! No mercy this time!!!

I am so mad at them. You know who the hell you are. I am so angry that i wish you die and go to hell. All bad things dito sa earth mangyari sana sa inyo.

Tell me i'm evil, just like everyone else, I don't care. Damn these people!!! The question to them is why would they talk nasty things behind my back. What do they get out of it? Tey can kill someone just by doing that. They are all vicious!!!

If ever you ~~assholes~~ reading this, makarma sana kayo. I hope you feel what i just felt. Next time don't waste your time talking nonsense crap about me and you don't care bout my life. I wish you swallow all your tongues!!! aaarrrgghhhh!!!

11:01 PM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

L-O-V-E

We fall in love and there are times when we love so much, we lose ourselves in our own emotions. We wonder why there are love that grows cold. We would search for an answer and try to find out where it has gone wrong. We can't even question love when it has its own reasons.

When we fall in love with someone we don't want that feeling to end. We wish that it will last in our hearts. Then why there are times that you don't love that person anymore. Just like what i'm feeling right now. Pero incomplete ang life ko without that person. I hate what i'm feeling right now!!! Its awful!!!

I know that we should not hold on, if love decides to leave. There's a reason why we have to say goodbye to the feeling that we wanted to stay for a lifetime.

picture..picture

12:43 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Grabe araw na ito…pamatay sa takot!!! After school about past 8, sinamahan namin nila Veron, Racqs and me si Betot sa house nila (w/c is in San Pablo) para kunin yung car niya. Kasi pag siya lang pumunta dun for sure di na babalik yun.

Pabalik ng UP super joyride kaming 4 and ang inagy-ingay naming sa sasakyan niya. Pano ba naman ang bilis mag-drive!!!! Diretso naming ay sa dorm nila Racqs, and dun na lang nakita-kita kaming lahat. Well, mga dumating ay sila Charles, TK and sir ely. (sayang wala si Dwight and reycean).

About 9:30 na ata nung umalis kami and pumunta sa APEC. KAsi dun may bakanteng parang bahay na building (whatever you call it!!!). Unang tingin mo ay nakakatakot talaga kasi madilim and si TK napakalakas ng loob at naunang pumasok dun. While the rest of us were kapit-kapit pa and ayaw mauna, ayaw ding pahuli. Pagpasok sa loob, and dilim- wala ba naman kaming mga dalang flashlights. (ilaw nung lighter lang!!!) Sirang-sira nap ala loob nung building nay un and yung stairs walang hawakan, so dapat maglakad ka sa may banding gitna or else mahuhulog ka. And pagdating naming sa second floor, may malaking butas pala dun na pag-nalaglag ka bali ang mga buto mo. Siksikan na nga kami sa sulok e. And pagbaba ayun hawak-hawak ulit kasi baka may malaglag!!!

Paglabas na paglabas, nagtatakbo na ko!!! Ayoko na!!!! Good thing walang nagpakita or else di ko alam mangyayari sa min. (magtatakbuhan siguro kami at iiwanan yung sasakyan ni betot!!! hahahahaha).

Here are the photos at APEC

c TK nangunguna...di takot!!!!

halos walang makita sa loob!!!

nung nasa taas na kami!!!

sa may hallway!!!

sa taas ulit ng abandoned buiding!!!

bago umalis sa APEC...(Racqz, TK, Betot, Charles and Me)

Veron and Racqz

raqz and sir ely

After sa APEC, punta naman sa La Vista. Good thing pinakain kami ni Charles. (thanks sa food!!!!) Nagsalawan din naman ng konti dun.!!! After eating, punta naman kami sa may Laguna de Bay. Ang ganda ng view ng place na yun and sa malayo we saw some fireworks. Kwentuhan kami dun and ang sarap ng hangin (LAMIG!!!)

Photos at La Vista

salaw!!!! pati ba naman istatwa!!! (sir ely, TK, racqz, and Veron)

hahaha..c Tk at Betot na salaw talaga!!!! (napasama din pala ako sa picture!!!)

Me. TK, Betot, veron and racqz

tk, Me, veron and betot

Me and Racqz

Me, racqz and veron

the guys!!! (sir ely, charles, betot and Veron)

lastly, Veron racqz and me (the only girls!!!!)

Pagkagaling dun balik sa dorm ni Racqs, kasi nakalimutan yung pillow niya ang some of our things ay nadun pa. I will miss Racqs, kasi magababkasyon na siya sa Bicol till May. Good thing hinatid ako nila Betot pauwi that time. It was already 1:00am ng makauwi ako. Buti na lang di ako napagalitan kasi tulog na mga tao sa bahay!!! Whew!!! JOYRIDE!!!

11:38 PM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Kakagising ko lang ng umaga when I heard yung ring ng telephone namin. Si Reycean yung nasa kabilang line. At eto ang napag-usapan namin.

ME: Hello
Reycean: Pwede po kay mailie?
ME: Eto na…cno to???
Reycean: C reycean
ME: uyy reycean…bakit??? Kakagising ko lang.
Reycean: Hala..punta ka na dito sa center
ME: lakas pa ng ulan dito, wait lang
Reycean: maligo ka na lang sa ulan
ME: hala.. may tubig na dito..pupunta na ko dyan papatiain ko lang ang ulan
Reycean: Ngaun na, andito si Cathy
ME: owwsss di nga..andyan nga??!! (ayaw pa maniwala)
Reycean: oo nga kaya pumunta ka na dito…
ME: pakausap (EXCITED!!!)

Tinawag na ni reycean si Cathy… AFTER a minute…..

Cathy: mailieeeee..punta ka na dito!!!!. Daliiii!!!
ME: Cathyyyyyyyyyyyy…(sobrang excited na makita si Cathy!!!)
Cathy: dali na
ME: wait lang naulan pa..di pa rin ako naliligo
Cathy: dalian mo may gagawin tayo..
ME: oo na dadalian ko na maliligo lang ako
Cathy: pumunta ka na dito ha
ME: o siya maliligo na ko.
Cathy: o siya dali bye na
ME: okay bye bye na..Sabay baba ng phone at nagtatakbo papuntang banyo…

After ko maligo ayun, tagal ko pa rin bago makaalis ng bahay. Kainis pa nga e pano ba naman cash ko lang today ay 50 pesos. (akalian mo nga naman). Pagdating ko sa school ayon nandun na nga sila at si Cathy andun sa room A. Sa sobrang saya na kami ay nagkita napasigaw tuloy ako, siya din naman e. Ayon ag inatupag tuloy naming ay picturan to the max agad. Wow saya naman talaga. Dami agad naming napag-kwentuhan ni Cathy and pati tuksuhan and asaran. Hehehehe.. Yeah, nasa school nanaman yung sister ni Phoebe na si Kaye. (super cutie talaga). And galit siya kay TK and Cathy…hehehehe..pinagsususntok tuloy niya si TK. (in fairness masakit daw suntok niya kay TK-OUCH!!!! ). Super aga nga nanaman umalis nila Daniel and Phoebe sa school.

Dahil sa wala nanamang magawa, ayon napagplanuhang pumunta sa Congga. Si Cathy na happing happy kasi ngaun lang ulit nakalabas sa kanila kaya ayun go na go sa pagpunta dun. Si reycean naman ay maaga ding umuwi di na nakasama sa min, napagalitan siya last night kasi late ng nakauwi. Si Betot naman din a din nakasama kasi daming pinapagawa sa kanya. (kawawang teacher!!!)

So, nagpunta sa Congga ay kami na lang nila Cathy, Veron, TK and Dwight. SI Cathy sobrang na-miss and LB. Kaya ayun ang salaw din!!! Pagdating sa Congga as usual, order agad ng drinks and food. Buti na lang may nabili pa ako sa amount na 50 pesos. (32 pesos lang naman pala nagastos ko!!!) Ayun salawan kaming 5 dun sa Congga. Lakas pa ng trip nila parag medyo ko yung todong napag-aasar nila ha. Buti na lang andun si Cathy at may kakampi ako. Pati pala si Dwight kakampi ko. Si TK naman di maasar kasi hawak ako sa leeg nun e. (may secret kami nun at lakas kaya mang-trip nun). Buti pa si Veron, (best friend ni TK) okay pa..di ako na-bablackmail, pero pag humirit nga naman nako patay din!!! Hehehehehe…Si Cathy naman ayun si Veron at TK ang lagging inaasar kaya ayun nung nagsalita si Veron medyo natahimk. Hehehehe kakatuwa talaga. One thing that is so memorable ay nung nag-CR kami ni Cathy at bitbit niya ang camera. Napagtripan tuloy naming magpicturan dun sa loob kasama si “best friend bowl.” (I’ll be posting the photos pag na-send na sa amin ni Cathy yung mga pictures). At eto pa, di naming alam papunta pala si Veron dun at pag-open ng door ginulat ba naman kami. Eto nanaman ako’y gulat na gulat nanaman napasigaw tuloy ako. (tawa tuloy ng tawa si Veron sa reaction ko) . Ayun at kaming 3 ay nagpicturan naman sa loob bg cr.

Later on, c veron naman ang nag-CR at napag-tripan din naman naming ni Cathy. What we did ay: pagtingin ko kasi sa may door ay may susi dun and yun tinuro ko kay Cathy at binuksan nga namin yung door. Hala tawa kami ni Cathy ng tawa that time. (Di pa tapos si Veron e ginugulo na namin).

Then, balik na kami sa may table ulit and tawa kami ng tawa na tatlo. Tapos alisan na din pagkaubos ng mga inorder namin. Ayun naglakad lakad muna kami, dapat nga hahatid namin si TK e, ayaw naman pahatid aba tumalikod lang kami saglit nawala ng bigla.

I even saw Abi, wala nag-usap ang kaming dalawa and I introduced them to Cathy, Veron and Dwight. Gigimik dapat kami tomorrow kaso di ako sure kung makakalabas ako. (lam mo naman minsan tamad akong umalis) . After that, hinahanap naming kung asan si TK ayun wala na nga talaga (saan kaya sumuot yun???) .

After that, naisipan naming dumaan sa house nila Phoebe pano ba naman si Cathy ay na-CCR nanaman. Actually, kami lang ni Cathy ang pumasok sa house nila kasi nag-shashyguy si Veron sa labas and kasama nya si dwight. Pagka-CR ayun alis na din kami. THANKS PHOEBE.

Pagkagaling dun, umuwi na din ako, para good shot naman sa aking mother. Kasi almost everyday gabi na ko umuuwi. Piana-kalate ko sigurong uwi this week was 11 pm. Sino ba naming matutuwa dun!!! Buti na lang wala si grandfather sa house kungdi patay talaga!!! Sermon nanaman!!!

About 10 pm tumawag pa sa kin sila Cathy aba nasa school pa pala sila. Ayun pati ba naman sa phone ay pinag-aasar pa ako. Haaayyyy…okay lang…Buti na lang hahatid nila Veron si Cathy pauwi para si mapagalitan. OO nga namn ngaun lang naman pala ulit sya nakalabas. Heheheeh…Parang nakawala sa kulugan e!!!! basta masaya ang dy na ito…saying di nakasama si reycean. (may next time pa nman!!!)

okay yan na super haba na e… at antok na ko…

PS: PHOTOS SOON!!!

7:03 PM